Another shot of visual development and general sketchiness while trying to get my thoughts on a character out on paper.
I actually have many sketchbooks and pieces of scrap that look like this with something of interest finished to some degree and surrounded by shorthand scribbles. I look at how pretty and ordered other artist's sketchbooks are and I feel like maybe my mind is too chaotic to follow that way of working. Anytime I start sketching it looks like this and in no way is it pretty or organized. Is there such a thing as sketchbook envy?